Kingdom

I see this world through spiritual cataracts. Eyes tainted by self edulgance, blind to the needs of this world. I do not seek the kingdom of heaven, I seem to loath the work, the effort behind seeing it attained in this lifetime. Not that it is not a worthwhile goal. It requires self denile, a term nearly completely forieng to my American mind. I see pain, suffering, death and my sould is not moved, or I intentionally don't feel. My heart is a stone, skipping on the surface. Why am I like this? Why do I think this way? Why am I wired the way I am? God break down these walls. Help me to see this world through your eyes. Pull back my shield and help me to see through clear eyes. Oh Lord that I would want you and seek you. That You would be my everything.

Shalom

“Open the Eyes of my Heart Lord”